dance as if nobody's watching

Monday, October 29, 2007

Was out the whole day with family.
Went back 2 school early in the morning 2 hand in my option form.
SH!T man!
Loads of homework!
Some1 tell me.
This homework are so crapish.
Just because they don't want us 2 enjoy our holidays, they give us loads of homework.
Sucks man!
WTH does the school want?
I dunnoe!
Maybe someone will noe.
Gotta read lots of damn freaking books!
Got my new shades from the optician.
Got my new hair cut too!
Damn pissed off !

~Seline~
I always loose my temper and flare at u gals.
Really sorry:(
The time that we get to noe each other was too short this year.
Only got closer 2 u lyk almost 3/4 of the year.
Will cherish our time 2gether next year.

I LOVE SELINE!!!

~Signing Off~
Jane

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Was walking along corridor with maid & siblings when suddenly a bee flew out.

We ran lyk a bunch of crazy fellows.

Our neighbour came out of his house then asked us what happened.

Was lyk diao!

"Can't u c the freaking bee?"

That wasn't the end of the scary part!

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Came into the house then saw this shity gigantic lizard on the wall.

Maid went 2 catch it and it fell on the floor.

All of us except the maid freaked out and stood on the sofa.

Us:-Scream-

Maid: Scream 4 what?

Us: Scary what!

Maid: Then? I catching rite?Not u all wad!

Us: -Rolled our eyes-

Maid:-Stood there waiting 4 the lizard 2 get off-

Us: 4get it lar take so long 2 catch!

What the hell it just look lyk an assylum.

All of us screaming and running around.

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~Vanessa~

Only gotta know ya a few weeks or maybe days b4 skol closes.

A sweet and pretty gal.

Study hard!

A gal who loves the same person as me!

All the best!

I LOVE VANESSA!!!

Shall post 1 person's name everyday.

Love all my frenz and family member!

Friday, October 26, 2007

Friday!
A day when I somehow hate!
Mel is gone!
My good friends may also be gone!

~Melody~
A great musician and dancer.
A lovable girl.
A girl who everyone enjoys being with.
A girl who always comes in first in my heart.
As long as u r in the second place in my heart,no 1 will be first.
A girl whom I m always afraid will leave me.
True enough...
U left me today!
How m i 2 live without u?
I'm gonna miss u 4eva.
This song is specially put up 4 u.
I hope u really appreciate this.
I really have no idea who 2 share my joy and sorrow when school reopens.
There will be no more Melody Tam in Peicai Secondary School class list.
I will be back 2 my usual old retarded me.
Whenever I read ur blog I really think of the happy memories we had.
Tears will then roll down my cheeks.
From the moment I heard that u r leaving, I started counting down and really hope time would stop.
Since SYF, I have been hoping 4 a miracle 2 happen.
And that is u will still remain in this school.
Dance is never fun without u.
U r the one who brought light to dance club.
No matter what people think about u, I will still love u 4eva.
My love 4 u will not stop here.
It will go on till my very last breath.
I LURVE U 4EVA MELODY!!!

~Crystal~
A girl who is afraid of facing people who hates u.
Crystal, I will always be by ur side whenever u need me.
Be strong and face the fact.
I will still lurve u loads no matter what happens.
Study hard and do well 4 streaming next year ok.
I will be here to encourage u.
I will try my best to motivate u to study.
Don't be affected by whatever people say about u.
N also how people think about u.
We share the same interest.
U r one of the few in my heart.
I appologise 4 being too nasty towards u @ time.
I hope u 4give me.
Take Care!
I lurve u 4eva

~Christie~
A talented and kind girl.
A smart and bright girl.
A lovable and funny girl.
A girl who had been through all thick and thin 2gether with me.
I thank u 4 picking me up when I fell.
I fell horribly!
I learnt my lesson!
Hope u noe what I say.
U were the only person who was able 2 slap me back 2 reality.
U were the one who make me smile everyday.
Whenever I see u, I feel a sense of security.
I dunno y.
I trust u and u too trust me.
We share secrets.
We share our joy,peace and laughters.
U shared my sorrows with me.
U are also one of the few people in my heart.
1 word.
U r ''IRREPLACEABLE".
Hope 2 be in the same class as u next year.
All the best 4 streaming.
Loads of love

I LURVE CHRISTIE!!!

~Abigail~
A cute and adorable girl.
I always take up the challenge 2 compete with u 4 the top 5 position in class but I lost!
Thanks 4 ur existence in this class.
U brought joy 2 my life.
I used 2 share my joy and sorrows with u in the past.
But now some1 has replaced me in ur heart.
I dun blame u cuz u should hang out more with others.
I have learnt to share u with others.
Share ur intelligence and kindness.
Still owe u ur present.
Sorry!
Will try 2 pass it 2 u A.S.A.P.
Will think of alternatives.

I LURVE ABIGAIL!!!
~Nina~
The dearest persons in my life.
I dunno how I should express my gratitude 2 u.
U were the very 1st 1 to wish me a happy 14th birthday.
I would lyk 2 thank u 4 giving me the chance to be ur friend.
Work harder next year.
Although a year has just passed lyk that, I really enjoy tym with u.
A humorous and pretty girl who will never fail 2 make me smile n laugh.
All the best 4 streaming!

I LURVE NINA!!!
~Wanling~
A smart and talented girl.
U never care how people think about u.
U continue striving 4 ur goal.
This is the main thing I look up 2 u 4.
U r also a responsible girl who will do whateva u r told to.
Although people may insult u, u dun give a damn out of them.
U r one of the few people in my heart.
I hope 2 be in the same class as u next year.
We shall let fate decide the path that we are going.
Together or not.
All the best 4 ur streaming programme.

I LURVE WANLING!!!

I LURVE MY DANCE FRIENDS,2G FRIENDS &MY FAMILY MEMBERS.
Sorry dun have tym to post anymore.
Will post more another day.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Hey Mel, I'm sadI heard that you were leavin'.
You can't go, you're my best friend.
I'm sure gonna miss youI always think about you.
All the time you're on my mind.
We play together, you and I.
I can't believe that it's true.
Now I have to see you leave.
You're the only one for me.
My girlfriend, my best friend.
I don't wanna see you go.
I just wanna let you know.
That I have a crush on you.
I can't wait no longer girl to say what I feel.
I'm gonna miss you forever.
I'm Gonna miss you girl.
Gonna miss you girl.
The first time that I saw you.
I knew it from the very start.
You had a place deep in my heart.
I can't believe that it's true.
Now it's time for you to leave.
And baby I just can't believe.
You and me together, girl I'll wait forever.
It's only a matter of time 'causeI never wanna see you go.
I just wanna let you know.
That I can't wait no longer girl to say what I feel.
Gonna miss.Gonna miss you.Gonna miss.Gonna miss you.Gonna miss.Gonna miss.I'm gonna miss you forever

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
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I just don't understand y melody has 2 leave us.
People who r supposed to leave dun leave.
Melody who shouldn't leave is leaving!
Melody! I just can't express my love 4 u.
U r really the one who brought life to my life!
Melody! U will be leaving in less than 24Hours.
The thought of u makes me cry.
Although I noe Big Gals dun cry, but the tears are too strong 4 me to fight.
I hate this feeling!
Lost!
Miserable!
Sad!
N it feels lyk the world is coming to an end.
Although we have less than 24 hours, I will still cherish u until the very last minute!
Last Second!
Melody!
No words can describe how I feel now!
Just hope 2 c u leave with a smile...
Ur tears will bring the rest along.
So, try fighting back ur tears 2mrw.
Even if u really need to, I will lend u a shoulder to lean on.
~Lurve mel 4eva~
Jane

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Sh!t man!

Damn angry lar.

Recieved a message from Jia Ling saying that there will be dance 2mrw.

Then after that she asked us go for PET rocket.

Pet Rocket totally sucks man!

Y can't I not go for it since I had been through it b4?

What the hell?

Wasting my parent's money do u noe that?

They should have brought the PET rocket thingy foward 2 lyk 1.00P.M.

We end school at 12.20P.M 2mrw.

Then what?

Stay in school 4 2 damn bloody hours?

What the hell!

Okay that means m gonna go home late!

This is total suckness!

What compulsary?

Tsk...

My money leh...

Further more is like been through it 2 times already lor.

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Heard from 1 of my 2D friends that those who attented STEP programme dun have to attend pet rocket again.

Damn pissed off u noe!

Is lyk WTF!

Is the teacher trying to cheat my money or what?

Informed Abigail n she was superb furious.

She said that Ms_____ (HOD science) is very irresponsible.

Ms_____ even told me that it is compulsary.

When I asked her again to confirm, she just had the away sign.

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Sigh...2 more days with my love one(Melody).

Really miss her loads.

I just really pray and hope time could have gone back 1 year.

To the beginning when we started our friendship.

Maybe someone should stop time from running this very second.

I wanna have more time to spend with her.

Mel!

I dunnoe how 2 live without ur laughters and joy!

But all I noe is I will assure that u leave with a smile and not sadness.

This is what u want.

And as ur lurve 1 I have every rite to assure that kay.

U may 4get me next year but I will never 4get u!

Really have many happy memories of u.

Wish time will move slower.

Lurving u always.

~Jane~

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Stayed back 4 dance today and was pretty shocked to see crystal's art work.
It was veri nice but her teacher only gave her 62 marks!
Was lyk what the hell lar.
Every1 hates art cuz it is always the subject that pulls our marks down.
Especially in Peicai.
Ling said that when she was with Mr Chia, she got 80+
But now with Ms K, she only has 60+!
That is lyk so much difference!
And I can see that all of us r really starting to hate art and craft.
The teacher is so nasty as to give us so little marks.
She is the main cause 4 our failure in suceeding in art.
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Dance was damn fun.
Danced to high school.
We did cartwheel.
It was lyk damn scary u noe!
Genting trip cancelled and only going 4 Guangzhou trip.
But I will not be going.
Good news!
Sheila and lixin will be coming back to coach us 4 danceworks 2008.
And the sad news is Vivian will be leaving us! :(
Really m gonna miss her loads.
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5 more school days with melody b4 she leaves school!
Nobody can leave without her!
Melody will always remain in our heart!
Although this is where she's gonna live,
my love 4 her is 4eva.
A never ending love 4 melody.
We will miss u loads!
~God Bless~
Jane

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Almost had heart attack during school time.
Was lyk damn nervous...
Getting back RESULTS!
Can u imagine that and the worst thing is that u wanna get into a science class.
U can't do Art!
Was freaking scary lar.
Real funny!
Failed art and parents didn't say anything about my results.
Did a slipped short work.
Who gives a damn out of Art?
Especially when we have such a teacher who goes around insulting more than 1/4 the class's work.
This is the only reason why most of them did not bother about their art asignment.
Think a lot of people failed cuz they dun give a damn out of it man!
Btw, all I can say is I really dun noe where in my mind do I place art.
I suddenly lost interest in Art.
Ms_____(Art Teacher) will be so sad!
Haha.
Was lyk what the hell lar!
Show people's art work without even getting our permission.
Although she is a teacher, she should also respect our privacy what.
She maybe able to draw well but still?
She will have a weak point and it is just that we dunnoe.
Must she embarrass the class lyk that?
Doesn't she have any other ways?
1 thing that I noe is that people love embarrassing her becuz she embarrasses people!
Shouldn't say anyhting much.
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Gotten back my results and luckily passed all except 4 art!
I dun think it will really affect me.
Should stop here and do my own things rather than wasting my tym toking about her!
~God Bless~
Jane

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Cousin came for sleepover last nite.
But it wasn't really pleasant cuz something happened.
I think there is no need for me to further elaborate cuz it was really confidential.
Actually it is nothing big.
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Damn Stress I think all Sec 2 Peicain will be thinking"How long more will this END?"
Exams!
Exams are making everyone go haywire.
What the hell is like another 2 more papers to go but it is on tuesday cuz mon is a holiday.
Shit man can't play anymore.
M burning lyk 2 Mondays becuz of examz.
Gotta study extra hard to get to the Stream I want.
M most likely gonna take Pure physics sub bio-chem.
I dun think I wanna go to the first class.
So what if it is the first class?
It is not the first school!
N there is nothing great about being in the first class!
It just means that they can learn faster and absorb more as compared to others.
Yeah and will also consider taking 'A' maths.
But am afriad my results not too good for it.
Nvm...Then will work harder for 'O's.
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Yesterday during first two periods of the day, only 1/4 of the class was around.
6/7 students did not go to school.
Actually didn't feel lyk going to.
But was being forced.
My parents did not allow.
Sadz...
Was damn bored in school.
Only Ms Tham managed to return us our paper1 for Mathematics.
Then throughout the day, we just sat in our own groups and talk.
Was damn bored!
Gtg end here.
Go study 4 Chinese paper 2.
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~United one way~
Jane

Friday, October 5, 2007

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Will be damn stressed out due to the coming exams.
Am trying to study as hard as possible.
Hope I dun die within this few days.
Haha. Joking lar!
Cuz if I m not able to take the exams then all the preparation tym will be wasted.
M juz going to blogged 4 maybe the last tym this month.
Will only be able to turn on my com after exams.
To my fellow classmates and reader out there.
Good luck 4 ur coming exams.
Get through the maybe toughest period of ur tym.
Get it done b4 letting ur hair down.
Take up this challenge n show ur parents or teachers how much u've learnt.
Actually,there is nothing to worry about exams.
It is juz to test how much u noe n if u r able to pick informations fast.
So to my fellow classmates:
Study smart n study smart.
It will only be 4 2 weeks or should i say 6 days.
Stress but not too much.
Will not sleep in class anymore unless really need. XD
~Signing off~
Jane