When will all this end?
I just hope it all end now but how?
U r my elderly and this is not the way I should treat u.
But this is just not the way u r suppossed to be treating me!
How life sucks!!!
Although u raised me up to walk on stormy sea, I just can't control the way I behave cuz this is known as the rebellious stage.
Often when u quarrell with dad, I will stand by u.
But what happened to the u that I knew?
U r no longer u.
U seemed to hate me.
U force me into everything.
U often say"we share the joy and share the burden".
U are not sharing my burden u noe.
All of u @ home are only carrying lyk 1/2 of the burden.
3 of u sharing half the burden.
The other half?
I m carrying the burden all by myself!
Thaz too much!
I gotta help u with housework.(I never tell u that I washed the toilet)-I bet u dunno too.
I gotta help with the shop.
I gotta ensure that I complete my holiday homework and also tuition homework.
I gotta do whateva u all ask me to do.
Please give me some freedom!
I dun expect too much.
I dun really go out with my frens.
I dun really spent ur money when I go out.
Sis is the one spending the most.
Yet she is the one suffering the least.
Somehow when I think back.
I keep thinking maybe this is what MY LIFE is all about.
U often insult me in front of customers.
U hate dad to do that to u.
Yet u still do that to others!
Thaz incorrigible!
I just dun lyk the way u do things.
Think about it ok.
Dun tell me that u did not go through this rebellious stage.
Every teenager goes through it.
I just hope to disappear from the surface of the Earth.
To a place where love can be found.
Where I dun have to undergo so much pressure.
Life is lyk a rubber band.
Once it has overstretched,it snaps, then u will not get back the same rubber band.
It will no longer be so useful.
Hope that god will help me with my troubles and guide me along.
No matter what,I still love u but the way u do things is really too much.
U dun understand what I am going through.
I think all u care is that as long as sis and brother's life is peaceful, u wun give a damn about hat kind of life I m leading.
I m not being disrespectful or that I m insulting u.
I long wanted to buy u ur favourite Gucci or Louis Vuitton back with my savings next year.
U r being very unfair!
U always think that I am not allowed to scold or punish my siblings.
I really dunno WTH u r thinking about.
As long as I m concerned, this is a very complicated family.
This sucks lyk hell man!
Whenever I scold bro then u will lyk try to protect him and then tell him all the nonsense crap.
As an eldest sis, I think what I say is really important and when I tell them off, they will take it seriously and not lyk child's play.
This family is somehow really unhappy.
We have arguments and quarrels everyday.
I m getting sick and tired of all this nonsense.
I will always quarrel with the unreasonable and irritating sis.
Seeing someone being loved by her sis is really a nice thing.
I want to give her this type of life.
She does not wannna have it.
She is expecting too much.
What can u buy with $0.01?
This is the question she should ask herself.
She often shoot offences the moment she opens her mouth.
What do u all do?
Simply IGNORE!
That is what happens everytym we quarrell.
To such an extend that we no longer share things andn no longer love each other for who he or she is.
Now I only respect her lyk maybe say 30%.
Unlyk last tym when things were better.
We no longer allow each other on the other's bed.
We no longer allow each other to touch another person's pencil box.
We no longer share cups.
We no longer help each other when troubles arise.
longer love each other.
What is happening?
Is it all my fault?
Better settle things now then later when more troubles arise.
But who on Earth is gonna help us solve our problems if all of us are still gonna be so childish and selfish.
All Of Us Ought To Do Some Self Reflection!
M lyk damn tired after shopping for so long.
Met Lee Peng then went to Bugis 2gether by bus.
Walked around bugis 4 a while b4 going to bugis MRT station to look for Mel.
Then 3 of us went to McDonald's 2gether to wait 4 Jeslyn.
After that, went to the food court wif mel to have her lunch.
While eating @ the food court, we were asking Jes about her trip to China.
Then Mel was toking about her fren sitting on a cable car without cover lyk the one in Sentosa.
This is the conversation between Mel and I:
Mel:U noe my fren went to China then she sat on this thingy lyk cable car except it doesn't have any cover.
I:Ha! My cousin oso sat on that!(thinking most probably her fren noes my cousin)
Mel:Ha! Really!Waz her name?
I:JUNE!
Mel:Oh!!!That gal argh!Her godsis is Joey(who turns out to be Mel's godcousin)
I:Really!(shocked)
Mel:Orh...I prank called her b4.
I:thinking:what a small world!So coincidental!
That is basically what we toked about in the Food Court.
Went to the wallet shop to buy a wallet for mel as her burfday present.
Hope she lyks it.
After that went over to Bugis Street.
Walked lyk quite far and fast around Bugis Street.
Went into Bugis Cafe, pulled the chair out, sat down, looked @ the phamflet, stood up and all of us left.
The things are rather expensive.
Onion rings for $3.40?
Not worth it lar.
Might as well go Burger King and eat.
So I decided that we go back to the McDonald's @ Bugis Junction to eat.
Cheaper lar.
Not enough money mar.
After eating, we went back to Bugis Street to get the Superman shirt that Mel wants.
Guess who I saw?
My cousin.
Lyk WTH!
Such a small world!
After that went back to Bugis Junction and bought some snacks b4 going home.
Had an interesting day after all!
Here are some pics we took 2dae.
Jeslyn
Lee Peng and Jeslyn...
Retards of the year
This is how close we are!
I hate depising anyone for who he or she is.
Ask me y?
And all I can say is god made him or her lyk that.
God wants me to accept everyone.
Whether pretty,ugly,rich,poor,smart or stupid.
Like me or not is up to u to decide I can't change the way u think.
All I can say is I dun wanna bear any grudges against any1.
I won't ignore u becuz u dun lyk me.
U may think I m proud,I m stupid or I m ugly!
It is all up to u to decide.
But wait!
B4 talking bad about people.
I think the person(talking bad about others)gotta do something very important.
Self-reflection!
Think about urself!
Doesn't mean u r not proud,or u dun have any weak point because people don't tell u so.
Or do u think u r dead famous?
Is just that people feel that telling u is a waste of time.
Tell me whatever u think about me and I will still be able to accept it.
Y?
Cuz I take it as a challenge to correct myself.
And thanks by the way.
I really love people telling me my weak points.
Have u ever thought?
What do I wanna achieve in live?
I wanna criticise everyone?
Or rather I wanna help people instead of looking down on them?
To those poor souls out there.
I hope u stop criticising anyone cuz Karma may cum back to u one day.
Heard of the quote"treat people lyk how u want them to treat u".
Which means backstabbing people maybe fun.
But one day it will all cum back to u.
Learn to accept and appreciate whatever u have now.
Rather than making a fool out of urself!
Do it to some people or maybe one and one day more people will do the same thing.
So guys!
Watch what u r saying!
I dunno, no one noes except god.
Actually I find this interesting.
It's not lame!But something that can really happen and always happening!