dance as if nobody's watching

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Firstly, I would wanna thank my 2 babes yan yue and Denise for listening to me.
While I was feeling awful and utterly disgusted by some *s*.
I just can't stand the sight of him.
It really disgusts me.
What is ur problem?
If u have a problem with my mum.
Come to me lar.
Dun u dare bully her like that just bcuz she may seem to be afraid of u.
U r truly a bas**rd u noe.
I m warning u!
If u dare do anything to anybody I love, u r going to be so super duper dead.
Especially (Yy & Denise noes who).
If u r nice to me I can 4give u easily.
Try annoying a dog and c what the dog will do 2 u.
I m very sure the dog will rip u into pieces.
I dun care who u r.
As long as u do something to provoked me u seriously will not leave peacefully!
I dare u to lay a finger on my mum and u c what kind of life u will be going through.
Since my mum can't tok terms with u, I suggest I will do all this.
Just Wait and c!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I could hardly concentrate in class.
Especially during maths.
I was trying hard to fight back tears.
Hoping that time will stop moving so that grandpa does not have to be cremated.
Soon, my mind simply ran wild.
The vivid images of his smiles and look still remains in my head.
Thinking about all this, tears suddenly flow out of my eyes.
I seriously missed him.
Worst still!
I could not even send him off on his final journey.
I did not even manage to c him on his last journey.
Its an end to an innocent life but a long journey awaits us to overcome.
During chinese test, I was just totally lossing concentration.
How M i to concentrate?
When such things happens?
I m glad grandpa passed away peacefully.
You will remain in our hearts 4eva.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

"Death can sneak up on you like a silent kitten, surprising you with it's touch and you have a right to act surprised. Other times death stomps in the front door, unwanted and unannounced, and makes it's noisy way to your seat on the sofa. "

After batteling with cancer for years, ethan's grandad finally left us 4eva.
No ones no where he is now.
Most probably by god's side.
The news brought great shock to most of us.
How M I to face it?
It has been a long time since I last met with such news.
Just listen to the way he passed on is touching enough to bring tears to your eyes.
At 5 plus, before grandpa left this world, ethan went around his condo to pick flowers for his grandad prepared for the worst.
As soon as ethan and his mummy reached home, grandpa just passed on.
Instead of hanging around and playing with his toys, ethan cried out to grandpa and said that he lurves him.
Ethan is only 3 year old.
He is a very noble and smart boy.
How m I to go through this?
Everytime we go over to his house, we will call "grandpa".
But now I don't think we will ever get a chance to call him anymore.
I hope that God will guide him through the start of his long journey and may he rest in peace.
No matter where you r grandpa, you will be in our hearts forever.
You will be deeply missed.
At least he persevered and managed to see the full family picture.
His funeral will be an easy one.
Wednesday will be the wake and he will be cremated on thursday.
His ashes will be scattered in the sea.
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Daddy,Bro, Grandad and Grandma had left for China early this morning.
I miss you guys!
Please come back soon.
Counting down... 4 more days.
Can't wait to c them back here.
All the best on ur trip.
Enjoy your trip and make it a memorable one.
Lurve you guys.

Saturday, February 7, 2009