Tuesday, April 14, 2009
It has been a long time since u held me so close to u.But this time, there is no sense of happiness.
In fact, it was a sense of sorrow.
When u said those words, my heart just sank completely and a lump was stuck in my throat.
I was trying hard to fight it back and to overcome it.
Finally, I broke down! I lost!
Then u cried too.
I was lost at that period of time.
I just felt that time should stop at that point of time.
I was completely utterly frightened!
What m I 2 do 2mrw when u leave?
I just can't survive.
I hoped things could be different!
I just hate this!
As u walked away and gave each of us a hug, I felt reluctant to let you go.
I just wanna grab onto u tightly and not let u leave.
That was the part I hated most!
I knew that we noe it.
I noe u r gonna miss us so much and u noe that we r gonna miss u so much.
As u walk away, tears began streaming down like waterfall.
It is too late to change any thing now.
When u called me from the airport, I dint bother to pick ur call cuz I did not want to stop u from leaving.
I just hope that u will be fine there.
If u r reading my blog, I have to say I miss u!
I seriously hope u can come back soon. >_<........
Take care!
May god bless u! :)