dance as if nobody's watching

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I dun understand y duh sudden change in u.
Whatever it is, u really change alot.
My Os are coming up and I just have to say, I dun wanna be affected by ur disgusting behaviour!
Somehow, u changed from some1 who is forgiving to someone who is evil.
I dunno what has happened to u.
U changed from someone who cared alot to someone who is plain ignorant.
I pray to lord to help me watch over u.
I pray to lord to help me change u to the person I once know u as.
I should say, I m giving up hope on u.
Go ahead with what u are doing.
Its up 2 u and the lord to change who u r.
~God Bless!~
MOOD: PISSED, DISAPPOINTED,LOST
I JUST WANNA BREAK FREE, SCREAM! AND RUN AWAY...
My beloved clique, I need u guys as my shoulders to cry on and a place where I can run... :(

Whoo... 2dae is a half day for school.
Afterwhich, went AMK hub for breakfast I suppose with beloved meiping, xq,janice,xw and jenn.
Had much fun and we found some interesting topic which we tok about.
But this topic made me pissed and I pray to lord to take him away from me as he will only do harm to me and some others around.
I pray for peace and safety everyday.
___just looks like a demon to me.
___just looks like a bastard.
___just looks like a lunatic madass.
But still have to thank my beloved frens for toking to me and also sharing with me.
XQ,MP,XW,Jenn, janice, thanks for the time today.
Everytime I c ___ face, I will think about the things I shared w u guys.
Actually I feel so much betta after sharing it with u guys.
M oso hounoured to have so many beloved frens, the 5 of u whom I can trust and share my sorrows with.
Those whom I turn to at my darkest point of life.
May god bless the 5 of them. I lurve them a plenty.
Bless these 5 who are caring, loving and fun to be with.
Whenever we are 2gether, my sorrows just disappear.
Thanks babes! :)
Afterwhich, daddy came to AMK to fetch me.
Daddykins went to buy medicine and my vitamins.
Guess he spent quite a lot 2dae.
While daddy was paying, I noticed people staring at me.
When I turned over, I saw the 5 babes.
Was super funny...
They started laughing at me. Lol... I dunno why.
Although my heartaches, my promise is to continue smiling.
I will always remember.
Smile though your heart is aching.
Smile whats the point of crying?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Prelims results are bad... Goodness.
Think I really disappointed parents.
Gotta work for O levels so I m gonna have no time to blog anymore.
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Things change and people change.
I used to tell u my secrets and my problems.
But u seem to change so drastically.
Now I understand.
I just don't understand what is going on with u.
But all I know is that I can no longer trust u.
I will never trust and have faith in u.
U chose this path so I think everything should come to an end.
I dun see any need in cherishing ur friendship with mine already.

Hahax... I found Michael Jackson doing a new penguin style.
Watch it! Its leaked video. So cool and funny.
Gosh!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAzMT-jOgwE
I pray to lord to reveal those who killed MJ soon.
He was an innocent, adorable, sweet and loving man.
How on earth does he want to do 50 shows?
He was being forced to.
Is it suppose to be his 51t birthday gift?
He suffered in silence...
God bless.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Editted my blogskin cause I think this blogskin looks so much better than the previous one.
I may have left out some names or whatso ever but pls tell me.
N oso, I appologise for that cause it was rather random.
Btw, woke up at 9.
Had breakfast.
Then out for jogging at 10.30am.
Stamina is like getting lousier now cause have not been running for weeks.
So gotta run every week to maintain my stamina.
Btw, officially end of prelims.
But that just means start of mugging for O levels.
Didn't do to well for prelims.
Haiz... Results still not what I expected.
Friday after physics MCQ was crazy time with beloved xq,janice,luoxi,jenn and Meiping.
How can there never be fun with them around.
Had lots and lots of fun and about me communicating with the deads esp the 50 yr old.
Recently, there has been loads of problems coming in one after another.
But I m sure these are not gonna affect my life and emotions.
There is just this bunch of irresponsible and annoying "monkeys" I should say.
Creating troubles.
Get this clear Monkeys!
What comes around goes around.
Whatever u do to hurt a person, karma will come to u one day!
U monkeys ought to behave urself!
Although I noe its crude to call ppl monkey but in the first place, I dun think they deserve my respect.
In order for ppl to respect u, u should respect urself.
Dun expect respect to come knocking on ur door if u don't even bother giving ppl the basic respect.
This is a basic thing in life.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our DoubtsAnd Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

Its hard for me to accept the fact that u r no longer with us.
The world collapsed on 25june when u pass on.
At least we know that u r by the lord's side and u dun have to suffer all the pain that u went through.
I would like to thank lord for bringing you to this world and sharing ur talent with us.
Your musical and dancing talent.
Indeed, now the angels want you to share ur talent with them.
I miss ur sweet smile, the cuteness in u, the undying heart to heal the world.
The smile of urs no one can ever have.
U smiled though ur heart is aching for u no there is no point crying.
No matter how things were, u stood firm and remained optimistic.
I love the time when u conquered the entire stage and make people go crazy.
You are no long the "King Of Pop" But rather the "GOD OF POP" in the eyes of ur fans and u serve as an inspiration to all of us.
Beat It! You are not alone.
How could this be? You're not here with us?
May the lord watch over MJ's family.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Woke up at 4.15am.
Dead beat. But no choice.
Had to sent my beloved maid off to the airport.
She will be leaving us for home.
This is the day I hated most.
I prayed hard for time to stop.
Unfortunately, not everything will go along with my decision.
She has been with us, going through thick and thin together and sharing our joy and sorrows for 2.5 years.
And all of a sudden, she wants home!
She wants to leave us for her family.
How are we to live without u?
I want to know.
I dunno, I just feel at utter lost.
I just can't help missing you.
Who asked you to bond with me and be there for me when I was down?
When I have problems, u often talk to me and tell me to behave.
U tamed me!
And now, u r leaving us.
My Heart is Breaking!
But I have to move on with live.
May god bless u in life, no matter what u do.
I just wanna say, I love u!

After that, homed to nap.
Went out at 10am.
Went to maid agency again.
Then daddy fetched us to wisma to buy my dress for prom night.
After that, went takashimaya with mummy to get my clutch bag.
Just getting my clutch bag and dress costs $200.
Actually, went to mango and saw this dress for 129 but mummykin says I look fat in it! :(
Its nice... I love it! MANGO!
At least the dress that I bought in the end is nice. I love it too...
But 1 thing is it is super costly.
It costs more than the average price of daniel yan's dresses and gowns.
Btw, I think daniel yan is having some kind of promotion stuff.
Thanks daddy for my prom dress and mummy for my clutch bag.
Then Xiao Qing called and asked to meet me.
Mei ping and xiong came along.
Missed u guys.
Then dinner with grandparents, parents and cousins.
Fun day.

This post is suppose to be dated 4/9/2009
Ok... I think so far, only xiao qing noes this prob.
Know what?
On this date, my new maid (not the one who has just gone home).
I've got 2 maid then.
The name of my old maid is y and the new maid's name is l.
Y asked my grandparents and parents to allow the new maid to come over so that she is able to teach the new maid how to do wadever.
Y does not noe L and they are total strangers.
So that is y Y does not noe L is so cunning.
Guess wad did L do?
On 4/9/2009, L took Y's money(630 dollars) and her hp costing(300).
N she ran away from my hse.
When Y came home, she noticed the gate was not lock and she came into the hse only to find that L was gone with her luggauge.
So Y quickly came upstairs and called for sis and I to help search for L.
Damn L! Made me waste my time.
I was suppose to be able to study for 3 hours and I ended up in the police station with my beloved maid Y and daddy.
We were there until 12.
Worst thing! She took the whole bunch of keys to our house and daddy had to change the lock.
Good Luck L!
Lets see how r u going to get into our house!
Like wad the maid agency and police said, u can't run far.
U will be caught one day.
So now, we are left without a maid and I m "enjoying" the "fun time" doing housework.
This sucks!
Think I have to use so much more moisturiser. lol...
And L! U can't get anywhere with only ur stupid luggauge and ur boyfriend!
Ur passport is not with u.
So seems like u have to enjoy a good time swimming across the borders and even so, I think you will drown.
Just our luck to have such maid like you.
For the past 16 years or more, daddy had been hiring so many maid (so far 9 I tink cuz 2 years each) and looks like we have a great prob with this B*tch.
Happy escaping! All the best huh!

Friday, September 4, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GT7QWwhOPNw
View MJ's funeral here!
Love him! God bless! :D

This really sucks man!
My batt is running low!
As in human batt not alkali...
First 3 days of prelims.
Fortunately still m able to have a week's break if not I dun think I can hold on much longer.
Btw, Chem is coming and its gonna suck like shit!
Goodness!
Btw, finally michael was laid to rest at Forest Lawn cemetery in Glendale, California.
I can't believe elizabeth taylor finally attends michael's funeral. During michael's memorial service, she said she was unprepared to face a world WITHOUT MICHAEL.
And she has decided to mourn behind close doors.
His three children, led by daughter, Paris, 11, placed a crown atop their father's coffin, which a family spokesman said it was "to signify the final resting place of the King of Pop."
Jackson won 13 Grammy Awards, was twice inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame and his lifetime record sales tally is believed to be about 750 million.
Michael, I just have to say I miss u, I miss ur angelic voice and I miss your dance!
I saw ur funeral pictures.
N yes, he is safe by lords side...
We have to get on with life... :D
May the lord watch over his family and guide michael...
RIP KING OF POP!