dance as if nobody's watching

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I am so starting to miss my years as a ballerina.

Thinking back those times when we Grand Jete and Pirouette across the dance studio.

In the past, a split was nothing to me.

But now, the many years of hard work has been wasted.

I could hardly do a split and I have not been dancing for a long long time.

Sometimes, I just feel so fustrated with myself.

Why in the first place did I even give up something that I had always longed to do.

If only I did not give up, I would be completing my ballet RAD syllabus.

I just think that maybe I should take ballet classes again.

But then again, there are a few factors to worry.

Mainly time and grade.

Which grade am I gonna start at this stage?

A 5th grader going back to 3rd grade or maybe a forth grade...

It is sometimes disappointing to think about it.

Wherever I come across pictures of ballerinas doing Grand Jete, I always admiring them.

Often forgetting that I was once a ballerina.

I hope time will allow me to once again pursue my dream as a ballerina.

Once I stopped ballet, everything just went out.

When I was young, people often warn me saying once anyone starts ballet, she cannot stop.

This is because she will encounter problem with thigh muscles, which is pretty true.

I wanna regain my ballerina figure. Gosh! This sounds so desperate.

But I guess its time to diet. If not, I should 4get about going back to ballet.

This week has been a relatively busy one.

All the projects due.

We had hardly a month to complete it.

So busy, couldn't have lunch with Janice.

Janice! I MISS YA!

Gosh! Just haven't seen u for a week.

Damn! Why is it we have so many projects...

How I wish everything can be theory.

But when I really have all the theories, I think I would prefer projects.

The grass is always greener on the other side.

I guess will just have to accept whatever I have and take it as a blessing. :)

Janice, I wanted to have dinner with u last night but I just can' t get to you.

Goodness...

And its gonna be holidays soon.

This means I will see you even less often!

You always say this " Our friendship can never end" .

True it never ends.

BUT it gets better.

I dun understand why but the kind of friendship I have with you is undescribeable

We can never have enough of each other.

Although we have known each other for 3 years, I always feel as though we have known each other for a decade.

Maybe it seem like I just got to know you.
We can never get bored with each others' accompanyment.

And to my beloved girlfriends out there esp jenn and XW!

Please inform me of the date that you guys will be free.

Remember we still have another "mission" to accomplish???

We wanted to fly kite 2gether. That was like promised a few month ago.

I really miss you guys too!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

My blog is dying!!!
Will be back soon!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Grandpa's result on the tumour is out.
And we've just received a bad news.
He has been diagnosed with stage 1 cancer.
His percentage of recovery is 80%.
Just hope that everything will be fine.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Collected my family picture and I have to appologise if it looks unclear.
We bought the 4R picture each piece costing $38.
So we bought a few that we'd selected and the guys refuses to save it in a thumbdrive for us.
WTH! Why is taking a family picture in America so much cheaper than taking 1 in Singapore.
It usually costs a few hundreds in Singapore.
Afterall, its done once a few years.
So I guess, should be fine.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

During my secondary and primary school days, I dreaded school so much.
I was just doing my best to avoid school then.
But now, I just can't get enough of Poly life.
Just can't wait to go to school everyday.
I am always waking up, looking forward to an entirely new and exciting day ahead.
Glad to say I am enjoying school life and studies! :D

Went to student's house today and I am officially $21 richer today.
Lol...
Went to Jared's house with Nani, Dennis and Sakilah.
We had real fun!
Awesome! Jared enjoyed entertaining us and we also enjoyed his entertainment.
So busy with the many projects.
Goodness gracious.
And I feel as though I am about to fall sick!
Shucks man. This feeling just sucks so badly.
So busy and recently I've been wondering why there can never be 25 hours in a day.
And why is it I can never get enough sleep.
Can't wait to collect my family photo 2mrw. :D
Stay tuned for the pictures! :)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Grandpa had been having a coarse voice for the past few months.
Initially he went back to his dr. at Gleneagles whom treated his cancer.
He had a history of cancer.
That was quite a few years back.
His dr. did not notice anything only swelling in the laryxn.
This time, he went to the ENT (ear, nose and throat) specialist.
They found a tumor.
The specialist said there is a 20 -30% of the tumour being cancerous.
Hope his report for 2dae's day surgery turns out to be good.
All of us just pray and hope that everything is fine.
And we hope that it is benign.
Waiting to hear good news from the dr.