Saturday, July 31, 2010
I am so starting to miss my years as a ballerina.Thinking back those times when we Grand Jete and Pirouette across the dance studio.
In the past, a split was nothing to me.
But now, the many years of hard work has been wasted.
I could hardly do a split and I have not been dancing for a long long time.
Sometimes, I just feel so fustrated with myself.
Why in the first place did I even give up something that I had always longed to do.
If only I did not give up, I would be completing my ballet RAD syllabus.
I just think that maybe I should take ballet classes again.
But then again, there are a few factors to worry.
Mainly time and grade.
Which grade am I gonna start at this stage?
A 5th grader going back to 3rd grade or maybe a forth grade...
It is sometimes disappointing to think about it.
Wherever I come across pictures of ballerinas doing Grand Jete, I always admiring them.
Often forgetting that I was once a ballerina.
I hope time will allow me to once again pursue my dream as a ballerina.
Once I stopped ballet, everything just went out.
When I was young, people often warn me saying once anyone starts ballet, she cannot stop.
This is because she will encounter problem with thigh muscles, which is pretty true.
I wanna regain my ballerina figure. Gosh! This sounds so desperate.
But I guess its time to diet. If not, I should 4get about going back to ballet.
